Look what Skyler got today.....

......a new feeding tube!  I honestly never thought I would be so happy for Sky to get one.  Its actually more of a feeling of relief instead of a happy feeling.  It has been so hard lately to get him to eat anything because everything tastes so yucky to him from the chemo and he is losing too much weight.  Everytime I see him without his clothes on its like a slap in the face, he is just stick and bones and I just couldnt wait until next week for his other procedures to get one placed.  Instead of having them place a NG I took him to radiology to place a NJ which goes into his intestines instead of his stomach.  He usually throws the NG up within a couple of days and I want this one to stay in for awhile.  He was so scared but did great considering that it took them forever to get it into the right spot.  His dudeum (dont know if I spelled that right) is shaped like a cork screw so the doc had to keep pulling it back in and out of his nose several times before he got it in.  Skyler kept screaming "why in the world do you keep pulling it out?!"  He was convinced he was doing it wrong because it normally doesnt take that long so he kept telling (well yelling) at the guy to do it right.  I have to admit it was a little funny.  He has done this so long that he knows when things arent right.  Once we left the hospital he perked right back up and even said he was glad it was in.  I think I will sleep alittle easier tonight knowing he is getting the nutrition he needs.