Im sorry I havent been to good at blogging lately, I have just been so exhausted. I am constantly on the go taking care of all Skyler's needs, and if my body isnt going my brain is constantly on the go. I have so many meds due at certain times, I have different nurses and therapists and delivery guys that are always calling, I have to remember exactly how to access and hang his IV meds and if I dont do it right I could really hurt Sky. I am getting no sleep because I am constantly checking on him and making sure his feeds are still running and the bag is full. Man this is a full time job but I am so thankful that I can do these things for him here at home. It makes me feel so good to be able to take care of him by myself. Im so busy buts its so worth it. I remember sitting in the PICU and thinking that I was starting to forget what our normal life before cancer felt like. I was starting to wonder if I would ever be able to see him be himself again and hear all those cute, funny things he would always say, especially after that scare when they told me his brain matter was shrinking and that they didnt know if he would be himself again when he woke up. But Im definitely seeing his old self. I love it! He is just so dang cute, he is always making me laugh and smile.